October 2009
8 posts
wufooo
why are you so fat! -Mike Hunt
hi christian.
Who do you like?
nobaaadddy.
CHO YO.
haha oh madilyn you got me back! -_-
dyou know your bf cheated on you?!
wowwww whaaat the fffffuuuuccckkkk?????? show me some proof and maybe i’ll believe you. but wow. -____-
Why are you so hooked on dionee? i know you say that you’re over him when you’re obviously not. :[ i feel soo bad...
wufoo
why you so fat?
idk christian why you so ugly? :)
why cant i ever let go of you ? ):
because you fuckinn love meee!!! :D
do you get jealous of any girls?
yeahhh i do! i get especially jealous of girls who don’t fight with their boyfriends like i do, the spoiledass ones that get whatever they want whenever they want, the “daddy’s girls”, and if they have...
“They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them...”
– Carl W. Buechner (via quotewhore)
wufoo
bra size?
why does it matter.
ehh your disgusting!(:
haha hello dominique -_-
who would you fuck right now?
taylor lautner and zac efron. ;) hahaha but no, i wouldn’t have sex til i’m 18 or older.
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keeep askinnn
“When the going gets tough, the tough get going.”
““Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes...”
– (via dirtylittlestylewhore) (via xhelennn) (via juliesmelody)
do yourself a fucking favor
and just grow up already please. i’m not even asking you to do it for me, just do it for yourself because your shit is getting old. stop making a fool of yourself because one of these days, you’re not gonna be able to cover it up with your fakeass ways anymore, and no one’s gonna feel sorry for your ass. you had your chance to fuck around and be dumb these last few years but i...
wufoo
haaay
haaaay!
why do you stare like a bitch
haha cus i probably don’t like you :)
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September 2009
32 posts
being the bigger person
can be so fucking difficult at times. Because honestly I’m still so angry and hurt but I just don’t even know what to do about it anymore. And that FAKEASS apology over aim, like how its always done when it comes to his “apologies”, didnt help either. I wanna hurt him like how he hurt me so fucking bad but then again I don’t, because in the end I know I’ll just...
“With or without you my life will go on.”
I love you and i miss you! Go to Otay! <3 And wow people are really mean to you on wufoo!
aw i love and miss you too julie(right?)! and don’t worry, i’m for sure gonna try to transfer second semester :) and yeah, i know but whatever. -_-
ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW PRETTY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? 10 BEING HIGHEST.
um wow i don’t even know i think i’m pretty average, where is...
friday night
and i have nothing to do ): too bad i couldn’t make it to cez’s. -_- but during this break we needa plan another kickback, bonfire, dinner, etcetc!
q's.
How tall are you?
i am 5’5 3/4”
you’re so fake and why are you a dam whore? just because you cant find a good boyfriend doesnt mean you have to try to get with mine or with anybody elses. stop messing with guys and stop finding guys like your ex-boyfriend and straight up your life. ;)
haha yeahh people i get that you guys think i’m fake, but hey if YOU’RE so...
“I’ll go out there and make my mistakes. I’ll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh,...”
– Anna Floyd (via thresca) (via quote-book)
bestfriend?
uhm what? if you’re asking who my best friend is, i’m not really sure anymore!
Why are you asking for Pills? You don’t even ThiZZ.
i was thinking about trying it but i changed my mind.
i saw you with christian after your volleyball game, have you told your boyfriend yet?
i don’t have a boyfriend.
do you like sharing your food? (:
haha not when...
before volleyball!
Why’d you start drinking/smoking? /:
well.. i started drinking a few years ago but i stopped for a while because i thought it was stupid. but idk, i guess i just wanted to have fun and forget about everything for a while. and um i smoke because i’m pretty much hooked on it but i’m really trying to quit.
howd u start smoking?
i think i tried my first cigarette in sixth grade...
q's
do u THIZZ ?
nope.
are there any people you were close with that you miss?
hell yea, i barely talk to any of the people i used to be close with and it really sucks.
how far have you gone with a guy?
too personal to answer on here, sorry.
what size is your bra?
i don’t even know! all my bras say they’re different sizes but they fit me the same so uh yea. -_-
when do you...
q's
what happened with you & phuoc, way back then? whyd you break up?
well i guess i just lost feelings but we’re still close friends and that’s all that matters. :)
were you born here of in korea, not to be mean haha
i was born in seoul, south korea. and don’t worry you weren’t being mean haha
coz you need a reality check
haha and you needa learn how to ask questions...
q's?
Yeah you’re fucking fake, people find shit out bitch. Don’t even prtend to bs some of the few people that actually like you. not cool, get over yourself
hahaha doesn’t sound like a question to me but ok! i wonder how real you are when you’re the one telling me this anonymously and you probably won’t say shit to my face am i right? yea, thought so. :)
are you going...
q's
I don’t understand why you put up with that asshole when you are really the prettiest girl I have ever known, you know you can get and do so much better right?
Haha no I don’t know that but thanks anyways.
What happened between you and phuoc?
What do you mean? We’re still best friends.
Are you a virgin?
Yes I am, people never really believe me but whatever.
why are you...
my first question!
Why are you so hooked on your ex?
Because he was my first love and I’ll probably always love him no matter what. Yeah I know I’m fucking young and all but age is just a number right? I know I always make him seem like the world’s biggest asshole (and trust me he is sometimes) but other times he reminds me why I fell so hard for him because he’s a great fucking guy....
oh and
yes i made one.
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hahaha. ask away haters!
I admit
it’s been pretty damn fucking hard without you here but this whole week just goes to show that I can live without you. It still hurts like hell but I can do it. Go me! :)
plans
wednesday-volleyball game @ materdei, finish all ap hw
thursday-hang out with ryo before he leaves? ):
friday-volleyball home game @ 5 come watch!
sat&sunday-work, tutoring, partys, homework!!
ps. danielle r&d, madilyn, and julianne i miss you guys ): plan something quick!
10285.) I am worth more than the way I am treated.
(via blogsecret)
fuck
alcohol. it makes me fucking vulnerable and makes me pour my heart out, oh fuuucck. sorry for those of you who had to handle my shit tonight but it felt kinda good letting everything out after so long. gosh i fucking love some of you guys sometimes.. oh and fuck the bitch that tried to take advantage you desperate shit!!
Since I can't sleep,
I guess this is a good time to vent about everything.
School has been, is, and will always be stressing for me. I guess I’ve already accepted that fact but that doesn’t mean it gets any less difficult. Knowing my parent’s expectations and not being able to meet them sucks to say the least, but it’s also what motivates me to do better.
Well my dad’s finally home...
10129.) i was doing so good. i was happy, i wasn't...
(via blogsecret)
wow i could relate.
so this is what falling out of love feels like..
katherine,
trust me you’re not the only one.
9985.) i know that we won't work out. i don't...
(via blogsecret)
fucking shitttt
i’m gonna try to handle our shit a bit differently this time. but fuck, why’d i even get myself into this stupid shit again? because i’m so fucking stupid i guess. i don’t trust you at all, i never will. i’ll never get that image of you with another girl out of my fucking head. i’ll always think you’re lying to me and going behind my back to pull some sort...
“I wanted someone to love who would stay: stay and be there, always.”
– Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler’s Wife) (via thresca) (via quote-book)
“Love is the most dangerous craving of all, if you ask me. It turns us into...”
– Jodi Picoult, Vanishing Acts (via quotewhore)
lately,
everything has been such a fucking mess. school’s a bitch, volleyball’s getting boring and frustrating, and i’ve been such a dumbass you don’t even understand. and another thing that makes me so freaking sad is that i let my anger problems get the best of me today. i thought i’ve been handling myself pretty well but i guess not. all i know is, it hurts to see myself...
August 2009
61 posts
people change.
and i guess there’s nothing anyone can really do about it. but it just hurts me so much to see the people i care about the most heading in the wrong direction and there’s nothing i can say or do to prevent it. all i can do is just watch, hoping that someday they’ll realize that they’re fucking up big time, and pray for their dumbasses. “/
9519.) I FALL FOR GUYS TOO EASILY :((
(via blogsecret)
siiigh -_-
ha
as long as you’re fucking happy right? but just one thing, don’t you fucking dare tell me that I’M the selfish and heartless bitch. fine, i’ll give you what you want but just get this shit straight. me? selfish? fuck no. when you had your chance to be happy with someone else, i fucking left your ass alone because i didn’t wanna get in the way of your happiness. and if...
“An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind.”
– Mahatma Gandhi (via quote-book)
this week
went by so slow, but it’s finally friday! idk why but i’m hella excited for the weekend, i feel like something good’s gonna happen :) but as of now, i’m hella struggling to finish the shitload of hw i have left. too bad i can’t stop daydreaming… -_-
:)
today was pretty great. school wasn’t that bad, volleyball was fun for the first time ever, and i FINALLY got to hang out with ryo :D so yayyy. but shit, calc test tomorrow -_- ): wish me luckk.
I just realized
how much I freaking hate/abhor/despise/loathe drama (and I’m referring to the drama about shit that actually matters). I mean yeah who doesn’t but I noticed how lately I’m always trying to avoid any involvement in it whatsoever even when it might be necessary. I know I can’t run away from it forever because after all, it is high school. but it’s just that the constant...
“Who’s to say that love needs to be soft and gentle?”
– The Secretary (via quotewhore)
lovin life
so today i watched a video about the people living in africa and it reminded me how lucky i am to be living this kind of lifestyle. &the problems i have in my life right now are so freaking minor compared to theirs so why the hell am i even complaining? seriously though, i needa start appreciating my life more. i’ve got a wonderful family who’ll love me no matter what and true...