lovin life<3 

so today i watched a video about the people living in africa and it reminded me how lucky i am to be living this kind of lifestyle. &the problems i have in my life right now are so freaking minor compared to theirs so why the hell am i even complaining? seriously though, i needa start appreciating my life more. i’ve got a wonderful family who’ll love me no matter what and true friends who are always there for me. i’m always provided with food on the table, clothes, a home, and any other necessity. i’m smart, i have a future, and i actually have goals in life.

although i still have countless flaws that i need to work on and even though i make so many dumbass mistakes, i know for a fact that overall i’m a good person. i put others before me more than half of the time, no questions asked. my anger management problems are, slowly but surely, improving. =) i never hurt someone intentionally unless they do it first (ugh i know i should stop doing that too but i’m working on it i swear!) but for now i’m proud of the person i’m growing up to be and i’m gonna disregard what anyone else has to say about that. i’m still young so of course i’ll make mistakes, that’s a fucking given. the only thing that really matters though is that i learn from them and as long as i don’t end up being a fuck up, then i’m good. :)

but anyways.. God has blessed me with more than enough and it’s time i stop taking that for granted and complaining about everything!