fucking shitttt

i’m gonna try to handle our shit a bit differently this time. but fuck, why’d i even get myself into this stupid shit again? because i’m so fucking stupid i guess. i don’t trust you at all, i never will. i’ll never get that image of you with another girl out of my fucking head. i’ll always think you’re lying to me and going behind my back to pull some sort of bullshit. and my dumbass still got back with you even while i was aware of all this. but fuck, we’re basically just giving each other a hard time. whatever though. this time, instead of just saying we’re done because obviously that never works, i’ll gradually let go of everything so i can make sure i don’t come back to you. i’m sorry but everything’s changed and i don’t even feel the same way. but i guess that’s kind of inevitable after all the shit we’ve been through.